Love-begits-love

I found out recently that it's likely I suffer from either hypoglycemia or possibly, diabetes. My mother says we'll have to wait until we get our regular doctor back before we can get my blood tested. I'm kind of worried because my uncle is diabetic and, I'm just kind of afraid so I figured I'd put on here, even if no-one cares or anything. I know it wont change anything but maybe after the verdict I can come back here and I don't now, maybe have proof that I knew it was coming. That I was prepared.

I am weak but I am strong I wonder why they act so cruelly I hear words like broken glass I see walls closing in and fingers pointing I want a world where I am safe I am weak but I am strong I pretend that I'm like them I feel cold and alone I touch my cheeks to check that they're dry I worry that they'll hate me I cry because I care I am weak but I am strong I understand that they are scared I say I am not broken I dream that they will learn from their mistakes I try to forgive them I hope, one day, I can live, and be happy, and be me I am weak but I am strong

Lately I've been thinking about the kids I want to have someday, the wife, the house, everything. I want to grow up and be a mom, a wife. I don't want to be restricted by people who are to narrow minded and hard headed to see that all I want to bring to this world is the one thing it needs most, love. When I find the right person I don't intend to "civil union" her. I want to marry her, I want to live my life with her. If you don't like same sex marrage (I apoligize for the spelling, it's late), then don't marry some one of the same sex.